Testing this
is blogging here still possible
There’s a season for everything. Apparently the last several seasons haven’t been for blogging. But influence and motivation can come from anywhere and a friend’s recent tweet expressing surprise/shock/mirth that people in 2020 are still blogging, left me with curiosity and a desire to revisit this page from the past. Not only did I revisit it, I shared it with Little D, who in fact, isn’t so little anymore. He was stunned that I had a blog. I am not sure if his shock was from the fact that I had my own little piece of the internet or that I had willingly taken the time to string several paragraphs together OR that I felt like I had anything important or interesting enough to say. Still he was intrigued and impressed with it and loved finding out/remembering things from his early days. as for me, seeing the blog reminded me of how much I actually love the exercise of sitting down and reflecting and then taking the time sort it out on the page. So I am back, at least for now. My kids are much older and Mizz doesn’t want to be called Mizz anymore. So from now on my babes will be referred to as M and D and I will reclaim my space on the internet.
Dillon won't stop talking. He is clearly making leaps and bounds cognitively and I think I am privy to most of it. Some of it is hilarious, some of it heart wrenching. Since Gigi's (my grandma) death, followed closely by our cat's death, Dillon has clearly been thinking about what death means. He wanted to send a Valentine to Gigi, even though he knew she wouldn't get it.Yesterday, in the car, Dillon asked me: "Will I disappear when I die? Followed up by: Will you put me in a fire or bury me in the ground?" Today, out of the blue, Dillon announced: "You don't know that much. I know more, like Max!" Of course, this was followed up a few minutes later with "Why am I naked?" A few minutes later, "What are babies scared of?" Another recent gems was: "I hate you because I love you!"
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While the Jewish New Year is largely focused on reflection and atonement, I am taking the time to announce my resolution/intention to spend more time blogging this year. I have missed the writing and also, really value the record it creates...and the chance to share more of our lives with our family and friends. L'Shanah Tova and more to come soon!
I have a blog! I should probably update once in a while, right? Let's see the big news, as of late, is that D money turned 3 years old! We celebrated his birthday with a return trip to the yurts at Nehalem Bay. It was fantastic despite the rainy weather. We climbed sand dunes, played ridiculous lawn games, made a camp fire, and "roughed it" with some good friends. D wore his birthday crown for five days straight often proclaiming that he was a king! It was such a busy, fun weekend that we almost forgot to give him presents! Luckily for D, Dave remembered. D is pretty excited about his new tool set or, what I like to call, nine thousand more little pieces.